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1:37 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
`` Updates ! - Below are the events & photos updates of what have I been busy with ...... No outing w friends . Mostly from work to OB / Carols daily. Shagged month . X'MAS CAROLS ( team A ) Just 2 more performances left & we are done with Carols. Overall, I enjoyed myself. Especially when you see passerbys looking at you, kids started to dance and clap while you are singing. It really gives you the motivation to perform for the better. You start smiling while looking at them, hoping they will stay throughout your performances. (: Anyway, I really wanna thank my team for being really understanding as I've always been the last to arrive. Reaching on the dot at either 6pm or 8pm as I've to rush down from work. Also, my dad who has been fetching me after work when he's nearby for the past 2 performances to save on my cab fare. XD ! Last Performance Date : 25th December 2009 Destination : Woodlands & Dawson Place RECORDING STUDIO This is my 2nd experience in recording studio. Huan Liang laoshi & Huan Jie laoshi popped by to see us too ! I had ultimate fun in there. The feeling was awesome ! Sadly, we were unable to take photos with the condenser mic which was in the other room due to time constraint. =( . I hope there will be another chance for me to step into the recording studio again. My voice wasn't that well at that time. I was still having my coughs. Trying hard to control during recording. The room was cold. My voice shivers quite badly. Anw, I have done my best and I told myself for this would just be an experience. I can't wait for Billy laoshi to finish editing our songs. (: Geees ! It's great to catch up with my classmates again. It had been awhile we last met. Almost 2wks or more. We were the noisiest group & also the ones who took the most photos. Billy laoshi shakes his head when he saw us. Thinking when will we ever stop. Hahs ! Everything ended at 8pm. Upcoming Advanced Course Exam will be on Tuesday. As such, this will marks the end of our journey together as a class. It will be really unbearable for sure as we have been together for almost a year or 2. The strong bond between us has always been there. I just hope, this will remain even though each and everyone of us will be going separate ways. PLEASE KEEP IN CONTACT ! - loves & misses D&D - GALLERY HOTEL It was a rushing day for me. Headed to D&D after work for certificate presentation. Then, I rushed off to OB for performing crew lesson. Danced By2 song for HuanJie & PeiQiang laoshi to see. Well, there are still rooms of improvement. I really wanna thank Fiona for her patience in guiding me with a person who has no dancing background. " SIT SIT SIT " ! Her comments from her to me whenever we had our dance practise. I will never forget this Fiona ! Hahas. I always has interest in dancing since young but I never really got a chance to learn. I would most probably be taking dance lesson next year after my attachment ends. And Pop Piano too ! My skills for Electone Organ has seriously gone rusty. I'm not gonna regret it again. Coming back to my hobby, I'm gonna fulfill what I've love all along. After lesson, took a bus down back to hotel to attend D&D as I've promised my colleagues that I would be back. ** OVERALL : FUN & ENJOYABLE ** Reached home at around 1am. P.S : More photos will be uploaded at later date once I've received photos from them. (: As for today, I've just came to realise ..... I've missed OB X'mas party! T_T Always thought it was 25th December. How blur of me. " Finally a day to rest tomrrow. I'm about to breakapart."
1:37 AM
Signing Off, gerrx.
2:26 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
`` Not Doing Good. Lost my voice totally. I sound like a robot now. Been coughing very badly these days, I can't sleep well at all. I need alot of rest for now. Feels so weak. Visited doc & I was given MC for 2 days. I missed vocals, carols & work. Been sleeping the whole day. This feels HORRIBLE. " Emotionally & physically weak. I'm broken down. " 到了今天,我才发觉。。 您的变化,有那么多。 连我病倒了,也无法感受到你对我的关怀和爱。 甚至,渐渐的疏远。 我再痛,你也不知。 只能对我说你有多么的累。 回想起,这份爱有多么的幸福和单纯。 我好思念。 再次的等带,再次的期望。。 也只能临我再次的失望。 也许,是时候我改放手了。 但一看两年多来的感情份上, 不是靠说放就放的那么简单。 我好累,不想要再折磨自己了。 我的心好乱。。 我到底该怎么办? 如果你知道这一切,那该多好。 但告诉你这一切,你还是一样。 我又能怎么样?
2:26 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.
12:07 AM
Sunday, December 06, 2009
`` X'mas gig 2. Cough seems worse. Fever is still there on & off. My throat hurts. I had difficulties performing today. T_T Nevermind ! I believe I can do better than this when I'm well. - be positive ! heehee. Anw, today's performances were really enjoyable. Cailing , Brenda , Ben & Me even got lost in Sengkang. We had our long walk to our destination. Our feet really hurts ! Especially for the females.. we had to walk with our heels. Had dinner in Mcdonald's.. Filling up with lots of craps from Nicky & Colin. And I will never forget this from Nicky , " TEMPURA IS A FISH ! " All of us were laughing out loud. It was really hilarious. hahas ! Waited for Cailing's bf to arrive & all of us left. Thanks Colin for the ride. (: " Why?Why?Why? It's playing back all over & over again. "
12:07 AM
Signing Off, gerrx.
9:51 PM
Friday, December 04, 2009
`` Uncomfortable .. All thanks to my PI PA GAO candies ! My voice is back . Wahahahas ~ but it still hurts somehow. It was a rushing day. I had rushed to work & then to tampines. I was even lost & had to find my way to an unknown CC. I seriously hate the cab driver to the max ! It was during peak hour when I hired the cab. Expressway was jam like mad. Thus, the cab driver kept jerking like hell. I was already feeling unwell & he made it worse. Immediately after I alighted, I puked like a MERLION ! Poor me. T_T . Anw, the performance was like a ghost town. No one else, only US ! Suprisingly, we still have a client asking us if we can perform for their event as well. Hahs ! Had dinner with Nicky and Cailing. We were having conversation about our future. I do agree with him, we will never know unless we have gone through the whole procedures by ourselves. Imagination is always easy but setting up a goal will be a different case. Therefore, look afar first before you made a decision, you'll never know when accidents happen. (: Always get prepared for the worse. Lastly, HOME SWEET HOME ! bahhhs - I'm feeling so uncomfortable. The feeling of wanting to puke but can't. The feeling of wanting to cough but can't. grrrrrrs !! GOODNIGHT ! I'm in need of rest. (: My bed is calling me . " I'm awaiting ... And awaiting each day. "
9:51 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.
10:15 PM
Thursday, December 03, 2009
`` Falling ILL - Down with fever .... Now, with additions of sorethroat & coughs. I was really struggling communicating to guests on phone. Hearing many " HUHS ? " from them as I can't really project myself properly. Sorry if my expressions been rather dead when you see me as I'm really unwell. My throat hurts when I talk. Though the voice is there, but I can feel the difference. It's turning rather hoarse. Yeah ! Of what most ppl always name it as "SEXAYE VOICE" . lols. I really do not know what to do for tomorrow's x'mas gig performance. Guess I'll just move my mouth and let the rest sing. heh heh ! " For whatever it is , it will never be the same anymore. A last chance left. "
10:15 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.
1:37 AM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
``失望. 失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望失望。。。。 Feels like tearing myself apart sometimes.. " How long more can I hang on ? Where am I in your eyes. "
1:37 AM
Signing Off, gerrx.
3:47 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
`` BEEZEEE - 3 days of off , seems like a no difference to me. I'm still busy with things... BAHHHS ! - so tiring ! My driving lessons ? How ? Hahs ! I need to re-plan all my schedules again . A new month is coming ........... Gonna be busy from then. " 有时,失去了自己。 好想回到过去。”
3:47 PM
Signing Off, gerrx. |
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