我的故事，我的日记。

`` A lil Update...

2011-12-20T02:24:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! WUHOOOOOOOO!
I've found a new part-time job in MBS TWG to keep me alive during the holidays. All thanks to Amanda ♥! Otherwise I would be so broke! Prices been rising up like mad! That's the scary thing in Singapore. They BOOOM real quick!

Though I maybe on holidays, but my schedule been piling up!
As I'm also helping up with my brother with his new company doing media editing. That would a freelance/side job for me. (:

It's rather a challenge for me to cope up with two jobs for the time being. But I enjoyed with what I'm doing now. That's the most important thing in human life isn't it? Doing the things you enjoyed most. As much as I think of $ now, I would take up anything. $ is my motivation now regardless how physically tired am I going to be. HAHAHAHA!

Oh well, THAT'S LIFE! ;P

`` Online Sprees -

2011-11-28T02:59:00.008+08:00

WEEETS!

My online orders have been received! All thanks to Jaslin for storing them for me. ^^

1) MY HELLOKITTY CASINGS

2) DEARIE'S BDAY PRESSIES

HAPPY HAPPY! Sha-la-la-la~

♥♥♥

`` Hello Kitty ❤ -

2011-11-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

ANYONE WANNA GET ME THOSE 2 FOR XMAS/BDAY PRESSIE?

IT WAS A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! ❤________❤

`` Assignments Accomplished -

2011-11-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

Group projects all accomplished!

Though it was all okay but when it comes to presentation individually, I'm never satisfied with mine.....

Standing infront of everyone has always been my fear since young ; which results, having low confidence level. I've tried training myself but it never succeed. Shivers whenever I performed on stage, feeling prepared yet unable perform well when it comes to presentation - empty mind. It's totally depressing at times when you know you could do better than this yet, unable to do so. Sometimes, I do wonder where do others get the strength of confidence but I don't. And I gotta admit this, it's the mind that play a part. Unfortunately, till now I still have not overcome this though I very much wanted to. That's also one of the reason why I left performing.

I REALLY HOPE THAT I'M ABLE TO BUILD UP MY CONFIDENCE SOON!

- to fulfill my passion of performing once again.

- to be able to present myself well in future

Assignments have been done so do tests too!

Marketing law just ended on Saturday & I do have to say, it's a tricky paper. I'm pretty worried for this test because I've lost approx 6 marks for it. I didn't get to finish. Honestly speaking, I don't have the confidence of passing this paper though it's an open book test. Looking forward, I really need to brush up on the exams and make sure I score. A credit will be good enough for me for marketing. I don wanna pin too much hope on MAL. Just a pass so I can go through for the next trimester. (:

GAMBATTE FOR MY STUDIES! ^^Y

`` Bookwormie.-

2011-11-13T00:06:00.007+08:00

Been worn out these days. Assignments dead lines are approaching. Each day passed, makes my heart skips a beat. Adding on, I had family duties to take care of. This week has been a hectic one. BREATHE GERADINE, BREATHE!!

Vancouver relatives departed today after staying for a month at my place.

Time sure flies real quickly and it's pretty scary whenever I felt that way. =/

11:11:11

I did remember this date & I pampered myself on this date.

Why? - Because I did online shopping on G-Market! WAHAHAHA!

Jaslin is gonna kill me when she receives the parcel becoz' all my delivery loots goes to her place & I'll meet her to collect it afterwhich.

This was what I've gotten...

Gotten this WHITE color (:

Believe it or not, these are gonna be my CNY dresses in 2012. HAHAHHAA!

Prepared it so early right? YA I KNOW! Well, knowing that CNY begins pretty early next year & I don't wan to do any last min shopping anymore like the past which I always do so. Ended up, rushing things here & there just to get CNY clothings. LOL! That's pretty annoying at times. So this year, decided to get it prepared. Buy them, store them & not worry them. =P

Finally, to make my night even better..........

I bought these 2 in the end. Couldn't resist those two colors.

RESISTANCE KILLED ME EVENTUALLY! =X

HAPPY HAPPY WITH MY LOOTS!

Gonna shop for more in december. The more clothings the merrier especially now that I'm schooling. Brains kill me whenever I had to decide what apparels should I wear the next day. HEHEHEHE!

Brunch with BF tomorrow! Looking forward to it. (:

And then back to assignments again. Just gonna CHIONG all the way for it. Simply can't wait for those project assignments to end. I will be a bookworm for this month till Dec 9. BAHS! :'(

``:D:D:D:D

2011-11-10T17:57:00.004+08:00

"It was well researched and I look forward to marking it" - This was one comment which my lecturer gave my group members after presenting Tourism and Hospitality Law.

THIS WAS ONE COMMENT WHICH I HAVE NEVER RECEIVED FROM MY LECTURER!

"I look forward..."

The comment was way too AWESOME!

My group members were jumping for joy when we received because we were so afraid that we may in the wrong track & worse still, to expect to RE-DO.

Yeah, guess we were freaking it out too much before presentation. But anw, THANK YOU LADIES FOR YOUR HARDWORK! Especially Amanda for editing it so much just to make this work looks good! Really thank you!

1 down. 2 more presentations to go.

1 of them will be tomorrow! Hope everything goes well again.

Oh guess what? As I was browsing through the web, I saw something I always been wanting for!!! Remember I was mentioning about this hellokitty casing which I always been wanting but it's only compatible for iphone4? Well, the 3G casings are up!

PRETTY RIGHT?!!! Because they are HELLOKITTY! I FOUND THEM ON EBAY!! HAHAHHA! Anw, I guess I just gonna get 1? I have to keep telling myself that, "RESIST THE TEMPTATION, GERADINE!!" Because I have a feeling that I might change to a new phone next year as my contract ends on my birthday. HEHE! Or maybe, I shall make my phone pretty so that I won't bare to change?

BAHS! NONSENSE ME! HAHA!

THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING MY DAY!

I'VE CAN'T STOP SMILING & THIS SURE FEELS GOOD! :D

`` SKOOOL-ASSIGNMENTS.

2011-11-09T00:58:00.002+08:00

November will be a month flooding with project assignments to complete!

**BITES MY LIPS & GRINS**

The feeling will never be nice when all presentation dates are so close to one another. However, looking on the positive point of view, let's just get it done soon!

I'm really thankful that I have awesome girls around in class. ((:

Knowing that my school is not a local uni, there bound to have many international students around. It's not easy to find a cooperative group-mates. Therefore, I'm really bless to have these girls with me. ❤______❤!!

THANKYOU(:

` Lil- Bits & Pieces..

2011-11-08T02:30:00.006+08:00

Dear Blog,

I know I've been missing & not updating most of the time.

Time is a major factor for me.

I was gone, once fallen. But I'm glad I've picked myself up again. (:

A little bits & pieces of updates...

1) LOVE

I'm back, falling in love all over again. Everything has start from stage 1. Though I've lost the insecurity which I've always been yearning to have, but I trust that things would fall back to place again. I learnt that misunderstandings would ruin a relationship badly. And that makes us figured how to solve problems together as one. Thinking through, breaking apart for some time may not be a bad thing afterall. It rewinds back our memories, treating it as a test between us. To give up a 4 year relationship just like that, it's just too hard. Letting go was a pain but coming back is an effort to resolve the pains we both had.

I gave the chance.

Let's work it out together once more.

2) SHORT HOLIDAY

I was away for a short cruise together with my mom, grandma and Jaslin on 4th November. I badly need a short getaway from the things I had on hand. Too much that I could barely breathe.

It was a well-spent trip anyway. Though breaks are short and I very much wish for more. But I'm well contented enough that I had my rest. (:

Photos are with Jaslin. We celebrated my grandma's birthday on board cruise. And I wished her longevity, health & happiness! My dearest grandma, always. ❤

3) SCHOOL

2 months in school, time really flies! And that leads to one more month to exam. Which would mark the end of my first trimester. Even though I'm taking just 3 subjects for this trimester but the workload is a killer! That's actually the result of not touching school books for almost a year and a half.

Time is an important factor to me now. No time to play as much as before anymore. There's deadline to every tasks. I was struggling in the beginning and thankfully, I'm getting the hang of it now. (: You just gotta sacrifice one thing to achieve your tasks. This feeling sucks most of the time when it comes to sacrificing. But then, we just had to head for the priority! Or, we'll never get it done.

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Alright! I've to put to a stop for tonight. Too tired to continue. Though very much I would like to type more but my eyes are shutting. It's time for me to rest!

Goodnight blog!

`` Deleted.

2011-10-15T17:30:00.003+08:00

You deleted me from facebook. You gave me the silent treatment. You never bother to text nor find any ways to contact me. You never even bother to ask me back. Or maybe you do, just by contacting me via MSN and an email to say sorry? Finding me for a day and just keeping quiet? Not explaining to me at all? What do you think am I? So this is how you handle problems and treating me like this? And you ask for forgiveness just like that?

All I want was to see your effort and hear from you personally that you would make the effort to try. But you never did. Today, you truly showed me the way how you handle problems. Escaping from it. And not caring for my thoughts at all. You have also showed me what a selfish guy are you!

I don't know what have I been holding on & hoping for that one day, you'll make the effort to say you wanna see me and how much you do not want to lose this. You've totally treat me like a fool.

But thank you for letting me see what you are now.

I don't need someone like you. NEVER AND FOREVER WON'T!

Bye.

`` 一个人-

2011-10-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

你知道，当一个人压力大时。。有多闷吗？

你知道，当一个人受到爱情的错失。。有多煎熬吗？

你知道，当一个人想要完成她生日愿望，想当天去看她偶像的演唱会。。却没人回应有多孤独吗？

你知道，当一个人想要更朋友炫耀时，却不想去打扰有多难熬吗？

你知道，当一个人在家里打哭一场，有多难过吗？

Too much to fill...

-Broken down.

`` Bruno Mars - It Will Rain..

2011-10-11T19:35:00.003+08:00

"If only he tell me this ....

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Unfortunately, these words can only be in my dreams."

`` Steve Jobs (1955 - 2011)

2011-10-06T13:55:00.003+08:00

"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything -- all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure -- these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma -- which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice."

"There's nothing that makes my day more than getting an e-mail from some random person in the universe who just bought an iPad over in the UK and tells me the story about how it's the coolest product they've ever brought home in their lives. That's what keeps me going. It's what kept me five years ago, it's what kept me going 10 years ago when the doors were almost closed. And it's what will keep me going five years from now whatever happens."

"I don't think I've ever worked so hard on something, but working on Macintosh was the neatest experience of my life. Almost everyone who worked on it will say that. None of us wanted to release it at the end. It was as though we knew that once it was out of our hands, it wouldn't be ours anymore. When we finally presented it at the shareholders' meeting, everyone in the auditorium stood up and gave it a 5-minute ovation. What was incredible to me was that I could see the Mac team in the first few rows. It was as though none of us could believe that we'd actually finished it. Everyone started crying."

"Innovation comes from people meeting up in the hallways or calling each other at 10:30 at night with a new idea, or because they realized something that shoots holes in how we've been thinking about a problem. It's ad hoc meetings of six people called by someone who thinks he has figured out the coolest new thing ever and who wants to know what other people think of his idea."

"And it comes from saying no to 1,000 things to make sure we don't get on the wrong track or try to do too much. We're always thinking about new markets we could enter, but it's only by saying no that you can concentrate on the things that are really important."

"In most people's vocabularies, design means veneer. It's interior decorating. It's the fabric of the curtains and the sofa. But to me, nothing could be further from the meaning of design. Design is the fundamental soul of a man-made creation that ends up expressing itself in successive outer layers of the product or service."

"My position coming back to Apple was that our industry was in a coma. It reminded me of Detroit in the '70s, when American cars were boats on wheels."

"These technologies can make life easier, can let us touch people we might not otherwise. You may have a child with a birth defect and be able to get in touch with other parents and support groups, get medical information, the latest experimental drugs. These things can profoundly influence life. I'm not downplaying that. But it's a disservice to constantly put things in this radical new light -- that it's going to change everything. Things don't have to change the world to be important." (Reporting by Alexei Oreskovic in San Francisco, Liana B. Baker in New York and Lisa Richwine in Los Angeles; Editing by Richard Chang)

- Steve Jobs (1955 - 2011)

The above quotes you've just read are all from Steve Jobs.

On October 5, 2011, his family, in a statement, said Jobs "died peacefully today surrounded by his family . . ."

Apple released a separate statement saying that Jobs had died. The statement read "We are deeply saddened to announce that Steve Jobs passed away today. Steve's brilliance, passion and energy were the source of countless innovations that enrich and improve all of our lives. The world is immeasurably better because of Steve. His greatest love was for his wife, Laurene, and his family. Our hearts go out to them and to all who were touched by his extraordinary gifts."

Also on October 5, 2011, Apple's corporate website greeted visitors with a simple page showing Jobs's name and lifespan next to his greyscale portrait. Clicking on Jobs's image led to an obituary that read "Apple has lost a visionary and creative genius, and the world has lost an amazing human being. Those of us who have been fortunate enough to know and work with Steve have lost a dear friend and an inspiring mentor. Steve leaves behind a company that only he could have built, and his spirit will forever be the foundation of Apple." An email address was also posted for the public to share their memories, condolences, and thoughts.

Jobs is survived by his wife, Laurene, to whom he was married for 20 years, their three children, and a fourth child, Lisa Brennan-Jobs, from a previous relationship.

- Refence from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steve_Jobs

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Reading the news, knowing about Steve Jobs death really shocked me!

It's truly unbelievable that Steve Jobs has left us. Indeed, he has created a great impact in our lives. A genius whom we will always remember and be thankful of. Apple has come to us today because of him, The Co Apple Founder.

Saluting to the greatest innovator, Steve Jobs.

(1955 - 2011) R.I.P

`` Fix you - ColdPlay

2011-10-05T14:46:00.003+08:00

FIXED YOU - TYLER WARD & BOYCE AVENUE (COLDPLAY)

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

"If only, you said these to me.

If only you knew..."

`` Strangers again.

2011-10-02T23:44:00.004+08:00

Watching this video, felt it so realistically true.

Viewing from it, you & I have reached stage #6.. going to #7.

"How long more would you want me to await for your answer?"

`` I Wanted You - INA

2011-10-01T21:41:00.003+08:00

So True.
Watch this video, listen to the song & you know why.

“一个星期的分离”

2011-09-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

刚刚才发觉到，你和我已分离了一个星期。

没你的日子。。的确好难受。

想着你的影子，眼泪就不停的流。

一天一天的熬过。一天一天的等回你的回应。

望着手机，希望那段短信会是你。。或电话的铃声响起会是你。

望着电脑，希望你能够和我沟通。

好想再次的听着你的声音。

好想在你怀里，得到你的拥抱。

好想听你说：“你爱我”

好想听着你的答复：“回到我身边，我会尽我的全力来带给你幸福。”

All I want to hear is that you'll try & I'll be in your arms again.

I guess, this will all be my wishful thoughts.

Maybe he'll be gone, never be back.

Probably he won't even make the effort to try.

It's just an act of my silliness.

Jars of Hearts - Christina Perri (Cover)

2011-09-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

Jars of Hearts Lyrics

No I can’t take one more step towards you, cuz all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises
And now you’re back, you’re looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

爱的容易，放的难。

这一切并是个挑战。

Your images been constantly running through my mind.

It's so hard to let go. So hard....

If you tell me you would try, I would love to be in your arms again.

失忆－梁静茹 Cover

2011-09-28T03:32:00.002+08:00

歌曲：失忆－梁静茹

Cover by: Geradine Ker

A simple cover done up within 30 mins. (The fastest & shortest I've ever done so far.)

I immediately fell in love with this song the moment I listened through my mp3. It totally describes the feelings which I've been carrying for the past few days. I'm at the verge of giving up love because I'm just too exhausted with the things I'm facing. All I need now is a time off for myself to think if this is worth, if this is the kind of love that I want & whether I can go on with the rest of my journey. TIME is an important factor to me right now.

God, I plead you for the strength to keep me on going.

Though it's hard to breath, but I need to carry on and move forward with my life.

And I thank you for sending angel friends down to put me through.

With their advises, it puts me to a route/direction of where I should go.

Thankyou.

`` Sim's Belated - 22nd

2011-09-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

The thing about me and Sim when celebrating birthday, we always made it belated because of our busy tight schedules. As we grow, we have more commitments, and when we have more commitments = lesser time spent.

Finally we met up for dinner, a simple one at Pepper Lunch at Shaw Plaza. ^^

HER BIRTHDAY GIFTS

After filling our hungry stomachs, we were brainstorming where to go & what to do before exiting Pepper Lunch. And then... NEOPRINTS came to our mind! It's been ages since we last done so. The very last time I took was during Secondary School times? Where the neoprint trends were there. And I still remembered, I even save up $1 coins in a separate piggy bank just for neoprints! Whenever I go out, I'll always bring my $1 coin bag just for neoprints. HAHA! Those were the good old days....

Anw, I think the neoprints trend is still there but not as much anymore. I guess the only shops surviving are in Bugis and Cineleisure Shopping Mall. As for the rest, I guess it's been closed down. HEHE!

Stepping into Neoprints shop got me excited. But as I looked at the price, my goodness $12 per machine?!!! Price been rising so muchiiieee! Its like almost double the price I took the last time. LOL! Oh well, new functions, new machines... Let's stop grumbling! We're here to replay our past memories together. ♥____♥!!

WE GOT IN

SICKENING FACE OF HER =,=

TOOK THE PHOTOS, ALL DONE!

(Ready for the results?)

OUR PHOTOS :D

As we looked at our photos, we weren't really satisfied with the results and machine. (It's actually just an excuse because we wanted to take the other machine which looks interesting. I'll tell you why later. :P)

We changed the money, got in the next one.

I TOTALLY LOVEEEE THIS!!!

Look at the results!

But one thing about this machine, it enhances our eyes so much that we looked like some "Guppy fish". LOL!

LOVE OUR NEOPRINTS ♥

AND I LOVE THE TIME-SPENT WITH HER TOO!!

Happy be-lated Birthday to you once again Darling!

Hope you enjoyed this simple dinner and time spent of ours.

Thank you for being such a dear to me.

Lovey-dovey you ♥

`` Orientation -

2011-08-31T17:04:00.004+08:00

Been lazing around alot like a pig for almost 1 1/2 weeks. The idea of getting up early today was a MAJOR detest for me! pppppffft *

Waking up in a blurry mode. Wash up, dress up, pack up & OFF TO SCHOOL!

To tell you honestly, I wasn't looking forward to it. Why? I was deprived of "Zzzzzzz" ...... "I need my bed, my bed needs me! Ahhhhhhh!"

Okay, I was driving myself nuts in the morning. HAHA!

Dragged myself out of the house at 830am. Board the bus & "Shucks! My Ez-link card is not in my wallet!"

SHHHSSSSST!

But thank god I've got coins with me. Grins* So there I go joining with the crowd, squeezing with them. And when the bus passes by Twenty Anson / International Plaza, the flashbacks brought me back to the days when I worked at TMAP. It felt as though I was going for work. Just that my school stop was alot more."Awwwww~ " I miss my desk... :P

Met Ruby on the way while strolling to school.

GEEEEEZ!

At least, I'm not alone now. Teehee!

This shows, knowing someone from bridging who takes up the same course as you is a GOOD THING! Hiak Hiak* ^^

Overall, Orientation was fine. It was pretty simple & short one ; Representatives from Murdoch & Programme Manager from Kaplan gave us a short speech/introduction. In the meantime, viewing from my class lists, the total capacity in my class would be 27 students. So far, I've made up with quite a number of new friends. I just hope that all of us would get along well as classmates as times goes by.. I would certainly feel motivated going to school by then. HAHA!

Attending Orientation, MATERIALS can never be missed! They would definitely provide you what you need before school starts. And these are the books that I've received.

First Trimester, 3 Subjects, 9 Books for reference! Jaws Drop*

I stunned for a moment when I carried / received those books. They are HEAVVVVY!!! Felt more to carrying gold mines instead & not books! :S

I stared at the thickness for a sec, I felt like fainting. I really dislike the thickness! But I love holding & flipping the thickness/pages of the book. Coz' that made me felt smart & educated. HAHA! What kind of logic is this? Anyways!! Covering 2 subjects on Law is gonna kill me.

1. Tourism & Hospitality Law

2. Marketing & Advertising Law

Honestly & truthfully, I never like Law & I never have interest in Law. I'm so afraid that I'm gonna fall asleep in Law. Wish me luck for this coming Trimester! LOL!

Looking out of the dark side, I've one more subject that is not gonna be related to LAW! :D:D:D

3. Organizational Development & Human Resource Management

HEHEHE! ^^

At least, I've 1 subject that is gonna different.

Whatever it is, just study hard for these 3! Aja Aja Fighting! (아자아자파이팅) WHOOOSH~

｀｀心－

2011-08-29T02:38:00.004+08:00

心，总觉得闷闷的。

又怎么了？

期望，几时才能出现？

我，还能等多久？

忍耐，还能撑多久？

`` Cooling Period -

2011-08-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

To all Singaporeans, we all know the President Election is gonna be held tomorrow.

Have all of you decided who to vote for yet? Well, honestly speaking, I have not. True enough, this is my first time voting for both PE (President Election) & GE (General Election). That makes me feel old that I'm above 21 already. HAHA! :X

Below are the contestants who should we vote for:

After viewing, have he set your mind yet who should you vote for?

Again, I've not. Confused. Probably for two. I have never been into politics until recently when the elections arrived. It can be pretty interesting though. I spent the afternoon viewing their videos. Though dry when listening.... but it means alot to our fellow Singaporeans. "Who can really brings out the best for our country?" Every votes counts. Well, dear Singaporeans, I sincerely hope you vote for the right person for our country. :D

`` PAMPERS -

2011-08-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

Heard from this song, "The Lazy Song" by Bruno Mars before?

Well, this is exactly what have I been feeling today.

The chorus fits it all:

"Today I don't feel like doing anything. *Whistle*

I just wanna lay in my bed. *Whistle*

Don't feel like picking up the phone, just leave a message at the tone.

'Cause today I don't feel like doing anything. Nothing at all. "

It was a lazy Thursday for me. I was suppose to head to BBDC for FTE. I cancelled it eventually as the rain was pouring heavily. (Probably just an excuse to myself. ;P)

I did a music cover for the entire afternoon. I really love holidays when I totally have the time for myself. Doing the things that I wanna do with no time contraints. It's been so long I've last done that. I am enjoying my 1week holidays TO THE MAX!! :D:D:D

"Whenever I have the thought of doing covers/recordings, I constantly told myself to await for me to get a condenser microphone first. Because, with the condenser mic, the quality would sound 10X better than this. :P As you know, condenser mic doesn't cost cheap. I need much time to save up that amount of $ to purchase for one. >.<

Well, I took up the courage eventually & get it recorded. I would like to give it shot. Pardon the quality & my voice as I know it sounds pretty bad. This is just a try out for me.

Please feel free to voice out your opinions as your feedbacks in return would be very much appreciated! This would allows me to learn & improve for the better to create nicer covers/composition in future.

Thank you once again & have a great day! ^^

With loves ♥,

gerrxgerry (Geradine)"

Gosh! You know, the feeling when the moment you decided to post it on facebook / public, you are anxious to see what viewers will comment. At the same time also feeling afraid what the outcome will be. But you know what, since I've decided to post, I'm just gonna give it all out. No hesitation. Since I'm no longer performing outside because of my stage fright syndroms & time constraints, I will do covers to treat this as a learning process to improve my vocals, recordings & musicality. A passion since young, it will never die. ^^Y

After the long recording hours, the time reached 6pm. It's time for me to head out to meet Jaslin. Gonna accompany her to get her eyebrows touched up at Far East.

While waiting, I headed to a nail parlour shop to pamper myself. Did a french classic.

I'm pretty satisfied with the outcome! It's nicely done! But not for Jaslin. Hehehe!

She came to join me after her eyebrows were done. She did classic mani for herself & she was not satisfied with the service at all. Probably because she came in when the shop was about to close. I guess the owner was in the rush to head to somewhere so she did a quick one for her. Paying classic mani price wasn't worth at all. It's as though the owner was doing a express one. But anw, her nails were painted pretty well. It's just the service. Bleh heh! =P

Oh look! After her eyebrows got touched up, she looks like the female version of “蜡笔小薪 ”.

Don't you think so? HAHAHA!

We headed to Itacho Sushi to satisfy our growling stomach. I really love the sushi-s there! They are simply "oiishi"! Reasonable price, food is good! Totally worth to dine in!

Before heading home, I often tease her with her brows. Well, she has gotten used to it anyway. She knows I mean no harm too. Teehee!

THE BROWS VS THE BROW-LESS

LOVE HER ♥

` Cravings Satisfactory ; 我的麦当劳！

2011-08-24T00:18:00.013+08:00

I woke up having s shock of my life! Received a message from Kaplan saying that they found my IC two days ago & inform them when would I be collecting it. Gosh! If they didn't send me that message, I probably would not have realize that I've lost my IC. This shows how "sotong" / careless can I be.

Alrights! Lesson learnt: BE MORE CAUTIOUS!

Back to this thinking, if I would have lost, without any kind hearted soul finding my IC....

A few things came to my thought:

1) Make a police report

2) Can I still go for President Election?

3) $50 for new IC replacement, with addition the awaiting time & hassle to get IC done all over again.

WHOA! I saved the troubles & time taken! Anyway, THANK YOU SAVIOR! Whoever found my IC. I'm really thankful! ^^

Before heading to Kaplan, I made my way down to BBDC in the late afternoon to do my FTP. Since I'm on 1 1/2 weeks of holiday, it's time to get my Final Theory settled & go for my practical soon! Get over and done with! I WANNA GET MY LICENSE! Hehehehe.

FTP ended at 5pm. I took a bus down, thinking that I still got plenty of time to be at Outram. Well, unfortunately, I neglected on the traffic flow = PEAK PERIOD! As you know, 5.30pm is knocking off period for office workers. You will bound to see many vehicle & human traffic around... This result = JAM!

I was supposed to be on time to fetch my dearie. But ended up I was late & I had the most embarrassing moment in the train at Harbour Front. Okay, this was what happen. I boarded the train was focusing very much to contact my BF as he was already awaiting at the train station.. TOO FOCUS until ...... I didn't even realize where my directions were. Straight up, bang on the pole! There goes my face! I felt like a clown! HAHAHA! It was damn embarrassing & I had to pretend as though nothing had happen, hearing loud laughters behind my back. Yes, I'm performing something for you guys to see! I made your day! Didn't I? LOL!

Dearie board the train when it reached Outram & while walking to Kaplan, we saw this cute little smurfy outside Cathy Cineplex. This was really CUTEEEEE! Can't wait for the movie to be released! I wanna watch them! ^^

SNAP SNAP!!

PICTURES DONE!!

Strolled our way down to Kaplan facilities room. Weet! I've got my Pink IC back!! I'm a HAPPY GIRL now, filling myself with many smiles :D:D:D !!

Headed to Bras Basah Mcdonalds' afterwhich as Me, Dearest, Merv were mad cravings for Macs ever since we came back from Krabi. Jaslin joined us too! It tasted sooooooo goood when we indulged it! GREAT SATISFACTORY!

HEHEHE! I know it's damn fattening & I'm trying to lose my fats out from my tummy. But please let me pamper myself once in awhile? I'll control my diet again! :D Looking at flabby fats coming out from your tummy can be quite depressing at times. =P

Anw, I had a great chill out with the idiots!

“倒了，再爬起来。在人生中都会有底弱的一次。无论多煎熬，我都会坚强的去面对。

做个开心的自己，找回自己的方向，从新来过。”

`` Vacation -

2011-08-22T15:18:00.005+08:00

Hoooray!!

Business Law exam has finally come to an end. It was a pity that I did not manage to finish the remaining 2 questions which result to a lost of 10 marks. I'm just crossing my fingers that I would be able to pass. Not gonna pin too much high hopes already.

Anyway, I'm also back from my 5 days of vacation in Krabi. It was an awesome trip! Returning back to Singapore with bad sun burnt. Nevertheless, it's always nice to be back home! :D

All in all, Krabi is indeed a beauty to catch. If you love nature, this is the place which you have to visit. Oh yes, the food there is superb! Thumbs up for that! If you think Singapore Thai food are good, try going Thailand to taste the originality. After tasting, you would feel that Singapore Thai food is just an average already. I promise you that!

For photos, you can just view in my facebook. It's too many for me to upload. In precise, I'm just being lazy that I have to paste it here again. HAHAHA! :P Oppsie!

I guess I'm starting to have "after-vacation-illness".

I miss the food, Thai massage, Kayak, ATB, WaterRafting, the beach, Elephant Riding, the morning walk etc etc....

Oh well, let's get back to reality. I'm back home. A week of holiday before my school commence! ^^

Below is the group photo of my Krabi-Mates

Thank you guys for the wonderful trip, making this an awesome one!

Love you all! ♥

``Brighter Future ~

2011-08-08T17:37:00.007+08:00

I better start reviving my blog before it starts to rot. Yes, I'm gonna revive it again. Making it a habit to update whenever I can. Because I can't bare to close this whole blog down which has been with me since 2004. (:

Anw, as you may know. I've left TMAP, pursuing my studies at Kaplan Institutes.

I finally took a step up to a higher prospect. Reaching my goal to honor a degree certificate. Well.. knowing that qualifications of education has been growing & competitors have been rising up profusely, it gets kinda scary at times when everyone starts to fight for their rice bowls to survive. I simply can't imagine what would happen to the future generations! Especially, when the standards of living here gets higher & higher gradually. But anw, I'm really glad that I took this path to upgrade myself.

I would be starting my course on the 5 September. It would be under Murdoch University.

"Bachelor of Commerce - Hospitality & Tourism Management and Marketing"

However, in the month of August, I would taking bridging course - Business Law which I'm required to take before the term starts. And the best thing is, my bridging exam starts on 20 Aug (the day after I return from Krabi). Oh well, I dont have a choice to choose. My friends & I planned the trip before the schedule was out. It can't be help & I can't push the fault to school either. Just gonna "Pia" all the way before I go for Krabi. Chiong Chiong Chiong~ :D

With feedbacks from friends, University life is not gonna be the same as Diploma or Secondary School times.. It's gonna be a different environment filled with many tests/exams/projects. Gosh! Okay, after hearing this.. I've to have this mentality: "I took this path. I'm not gonna regret anything. Just gonna give it all I can no matter how tough it's gonna be. I've been waiting for this day to arrive. I saved the money, it's time to give it all! 全力以赴！”

This is life...

Things can never be made perfectly as the way it seems.

Challenges will bound to arrive for sure.

There's no point of feeling afraid.

It ia a matter of how you deal & overcome these challenges..

To build your maturity & growing to become a stronger person in life..

`` Life ....

2011-05-15T20:20:00.004+08:00

当我在听这曲时，

虽，歌词并不适当。

不知，为何。。让我想起了你。

朋友，你的离去令我们好不舍。

但你的决定，制定了我们你那坚强的一面。

安心地上路吧。永远都会记你在我心。

"Though we may not be close, but I'm glad I once knew you. RIP, my dear friend."

Life can be so vulnerable - Just when you thought you were at the peak of the moment & the next moment, you're shattered in pieces.

Life ; unpredictable - You never know what happens in the next hour, minutes or seconds. Just when you start loosing things, only then you'll realize how things should be treasured. But by then, will it be too late? Instead of saying... "If only....." Why not change the question to "What if " or "How should I prevent?"

Dear readers,

Treasure before regrets.

`` HelloKitty Theme Park in 2014 -

2011-05-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

I went gagaagaga when I saw this news on my friend's facebook.

Then I went, "IS THIS FOR REAL??!!"

I couldn't believe in my eyes.

But truthfully, it is!

Someone, please bring me to JAPAN or rather CHINA in 2014. ♥_________♥

-------------------------------------------------------------------

China to build Hello Kitty theme park: Report

The creators of Hello Kitty, Japan's world-famous cartoon icon of cuteness, will build a theme park in China - the first on foreign soil, state media reported on Monday. -- PHOTO: SANRIO

BEIJING - THE creators of Hello Kitty, Japan's world-famous cartoon icon of cuteness, will build a theme park in China - the first on foreign soil, state media reported on Monday.

The Hello Kitty-themed amusement park will be in the city of Anji in east China's Zhejiang province, the Xinhua news agency said, citing an agreement between Sanrio Co and its Chinese partner.

The project, jointly designed by Sanrio and US-based amusement park designer Hettema, will cost US$215 million (S$266 million), with construction expected to start in the second half of this year and completed in 2014, it said.

The complex will cover an area of 60 hectares that includes a theme park, hotel and catering services.

Liao Chunrong, president of Shanghai Insight Holdings, said a subsidiary of the company will take care of investment and management of the project, according to Xinhua.

There are currently two Hello Kitty theme parks in Japan. -- AFP

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Lifestyle/Story/STIStory_666643.html

`Fight for this love -

2011-05-09T02:02:00.004+08:00

我在拼命的追。。。

但，还是找不到方向稳定下来。

Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get your hurt

Is it better is it worst

Are we sitting in reverse

Its just like we´re going backwards

I know where I want this to go

We´re driving fast but lets go slow

what i dont wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone

There´s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart

Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Now everyday aint gon´ be no picnic

Love aint no walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone

There´s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart

Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

I don´t know where we´re heading

I´m willing and ready to go

We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down

And just roll

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

`` Beauty -

2011-05-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

PIANO BLACK.

I've found a new love. ♥

How can I resist not having this?

`` Camera ♥

2011-04-28T20:36:00.008+08:00

I do not disagree that cameras are really one EXPENSIVE hobby to invest in. But one thing for sure, you'll never regret investing it after you receive the turn out of the photographs! That's what I love most about it.

If only kind souls are able to accomplish these toys for me.....

HAHA! In my dreams for sure ! :P

I'm yearning to have those.. *droools ~ ^^

HELLO KITTY POLAROID CAMERA

CANON 300HS (RED)

-the figure of a lamborghini-

NIKON PRIME LENS (35MM, 1.8F)

TAMRON MACRO 90MM (2.0F)

-NIKON MOUNT-

Beautiful aren't they?

Trying hard to save $$$ & can't wait to own them in time. (:

MY LOVES ! ♥_______♥

｀｀又在生病了！

2011-04-13T17:37:00.002+08:00

身体最近好差。体弱多病。不知到是不是天气的关系，还时工作太累？

一直都在乖乖的吃药。好了起来又在复发。真的是拿我自己没办法。咳～

`SICK -

2011-04-08T22:30:00.003+08:00

Base on my poor immunity system, I'm bound to fall ill for sure.

Weather been bad, I've been constantly working OT almost every day.

Guess what? I've even calculated my OT hours & the total sum is 43 hours for one month!

I've no idea how did I manage such long hours of OT but it somehow reminds me when I was having my attachment in Gallery Hotel. Oh well, those were the days.I've entered into a different environment, thus it's pointless to compare.

Now back to my immunity system, the number of hours that I've been working. I've tire myself mentally & gradually, my physical strength has turned weaker too. I'm ill.Been coughing for almost a week. Though feeling a little better but I'm still feeling as bad. I can't sleep well because of my constant coughing, I can't focus well at work due to my lack of sleep. So much so, I'm feeling a little depress in here. Many things have been running through my mind. Probably I'm just too stress over work or maybe there's some other things that occured to me as well. I just can't described.

Am I pushing too hard on myself? I wonder...

Sometimes, it's not that I do not wanna rest at home. But being at home makes me feel worse at times. At least I'm doing something at work which builds up my mentality. But then again, I'm tiring my physical self.

I THINK I'M IN NEED OF HELP IN HERE~..............................

`` Mentality ill.

2011-02-28T21:19:00.007+08:00

I thought I was ready. I thought things were improving. I thought I was stronger.

But everything of what I've thought, turned out to be an ultimate wrong mind-set!

Lying on the bed at night & fears start coming by.

I couldn't control what my mind was thinking, it just happen all over again.

To test on my bravery was a sign of stupidity. I was just being a smart alec. I failed - badly!

At the very end, I can only blame myself for causing this.

"You expected what the scenes are like. You truly know your phobia you had over the years. Yet despite all the warning signs, you didn't care at all. You went ahead thinking that you will be fine. And now that you've watched. So what if the show was nice? Just look at what you've done to yourself! You deserve this."

I hated it so much, the mental torture was unbearable. Who likes those bad feelings anyway. But hey! Though I may have been blaming myself umpteen times of what I've created, I'm not regretting it. At the very least I know, where have I been standing all along. So, no matter how many times I fall, I will still continue to try. And as I'm trying, please grant me the strength to carry on.

`` Black Swan.

2011-02-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Caught the movie "Black Swan" with dearie today.

Though it's not my cup of tea. But this movie is an eye opening one!

Go catch it even if you have not done so. (:

" Fears will definitely come rolling after you when you want to make things perfect. But in order to conquer the Black Swan, you'll have to first conquer yourself ; the enemy. Don't let them destroy you."

`` Piano & Impressario Semi-Finals.

2011-02-27T02:36:00.006+08:00

Simply love these two bunches ladies ♥

I started with them, I learnt with them & I enjoyed my class with them.

The room would be so dead/lifeless if there wasn't us. OPPS ! =X

And to the matter of fact, Xing always vomits blood whenever he teaches us. hehehhe!

I'm working hard for piano right now. Hoping the day when I can 自弹自唱 & create a cover of my own. To me, is an enjoyment!

Afterwhich, headed to IMM immediately to support Simpli5 & Miaoru's Impressario Semi-Finals.

A pity that we couldn't make it in time.

But base from Miaoru's camera which I had seen & listened, both Simpli5 & Miaoru did well though.

Stayed with them till the results were out. It was a real pity that they didnt made it to the Finals. Though disappointing & knowing that it was a "kay-long" one. I believe that, to them.. It's not about winning as a priority. Instead, it was the learning process & the experience they had.

Awaiting for Zach's photos to be out.

Looking at his lens & the effect it turned out, I think it's also time for me to get one too.

Bahahahs! :P

`` Peng San ~

2011-02-08T16:57:00.007+08:00

First day of work, came home with a very bad cough.

Honestly speaking, I had no idea how did it happen.

Initially, I though I was recovering. But that proves me wrong when I was home.

I was down with ...

BAD BAD BAD COUGH !!! >.<

I couldn't get to sleep.

Gradually, I was down with fever as well.

Now my voice has returned to where it sounds when I was ill a week ago.

DEEEP & IT GOES LOW low low low low ~~

BAHHHS !

My body has "peng san"

Couldn't tahan anymore. Headed to the doctor as I wanna get myself cured.

This time, no more mom's prescription but a real doctor's prescription!

These medications are gonna last me for the next 5 days.

Hopefully I'll be well by then. (:

｀兔年行大运！

2011-02-07T21:08:00.011+08:00

“ 新的一年，

新的到来。

祝福大家。。。

心想事成,

身体健康，

万事顺利,

财源广进，

好运当头！

大(DUA) HUAT AHHHHH !!”

Chinese new year has always been my favorite event of the year.

It brightens up the mood of everywhere.

You see your family members getting together.

This has always been the best time of the year!

2011's CNY is a long holiday for everyone for us.

5 weeks of break from work.

It's been awhile since I felt so relax. =D

Here's my dressing for the past 5 days....

DAY 1

RED NAILS, RED FEET, ALL READY FOR THE NEW YEAR !

DAY 2

DAY 3

DAY 4

Getting tired of my faces uhhs?

`` New Color =D

2011-01-30T17:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I've finally got my hair color-ed & trimmed neatly for the New Year ! =D

All thanks to my hairstylist ! (:

Actually, the temptation of perming strikes me. However, I'm still unable to pick up the courage to do it. Probably next time. LOL! =S

MY NEW HAIR !

(don't mind my looks. I looked sick!)

Though still feeling weak, but I'm all ready to head out for dinner with my family! (:

Hope my taste buds are still functioning despite my flu. Bahhhs !

`` Falling ill on dad's birthday. :(

2011-01-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

Was called up from my mom while I was in Suntec & was told to buy a last minute birthday cake as they wanted to spring a birthday surprise from my dad.

Off with dearie to where I was, hurried rushed down to Swensens hoping that they were still open & allowed me to buy the cake. We were really the lucky ones!!

Took a cab down after that.

And Taaaadaaa ~~~

Managed to be at my aunt place at twelve midnight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ♥ ~~

MY LOVING PARENTS (:

LOOKING HOW JOYFUL MY DAD WAS

AFTER BIRTHDAY SONG, IT'S TIME TO MAKE A BIRTHDAY WISH..

MY FAMILY

CELEBRATED WITH ALL MY RELATIVES

CAKE CUTTING..

BIRTHDAY GIFT FROM HIS FAV NEPHEW (:

Been feeling unwell since then.

Two days ago, I was developing cough & lost of voice.

I wondered if it was the cab journey I had makes me feel uncomfy. I was okay all the while until after the cab ride, I began to feel nauseous.

And finally, vomitted after celebrating my dad's birthday.

The feeling was horrible. I wasn't in the right mood. Giddiness starts to occur.

As dad wants to leave for work, I took a ride home with him.

Had a quick warm shower & headed to rest.

The weather was real cold becoz of the heavy pours...

I was covered up with jacket & thick blanket. Shivering through the night....

Gonna fall ill in no time. :(

Seriously, it's not the right time to fall ill for now... Not on my dad's birthday. :(

Need to build up my immune system !!!

`` EVAAA's RETURNN ! -

2011-01-23T01:19:00.004+08:00

Had my first piano class with the new teacher.

From what I have seen, different teacher has different modes of teaching.

So far, I am enjoying previous Ivan's class & now Xing's class as well.

Most importantly, Im learning & gaining new knowledge. (:

Anyways ....

THANKS LOVER FOR GETTING ME BIRTHDAY GIFT !! ♥

I CAN USE THEM DURING MY SHOWER ! :D

Went to meet the guys after class to get gifts for Eva.

As usual, they were always last minute when comes to finding of gift. =P

DINE IN CALIFORNIA PIZZA AT FORUM FOR DINNER

GREAT CATCH-UP AGAIN ♥

WELCOME BACK EVA!

THE GUYS..

RECEIVED CUTE BISCUIT FROM EVA (:

GIFTS FROM EVA TO THE GUYS

EVA & ME

Managing alone in Shanghai wasn't an easy task at all.

With little knowledge of chinese, it was really a challenge.

I really admire & applaud her for her courage.

It was really a whole new world.

Here's our gifts to her to remember us when she's in Shanghai...

Hehehehe !

NOT REAL, BUT A TOY FOR THE BEGINNING (:

Though I'm may be a buddhist but I respected all religions.

With Kelvin's & Nic's advise, Eva wanted to get a Bible which is pink.

Honestly speaking, I was really attracted to the Bible's outlook & the side pages. It was one unique one. Thus, me & dearie went ahead to purchase that for her. =D

Took a stroll down to Boarders after indulging sumptuous pizza spread.

And I got my first book in 2011 !!

Bought it immediately when I saw it.

A men struggling for 127hours. Sacrificed one of his hand in order to escape.

The strong courage to do so, the pain he carried were really something we should learn & appreciate of what we have.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE TO BE OUT !!

Better start reading before it launch. =D

`` The Stage Presence -

2011-01-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

I miss the crowds.

I miss the ambience.

I miss the space.

I miss the stage.

I miss the bass set.

I miss the sounds.

I miss the melody.

I miss the voice.

I miss the cheers.

I miss the crowds.

I miss the rhythm.

I miss the moves.

Hearing from OB peeps that they are performing in a few days time, I was feeling really glad for them that they are given the opportunity once more. Madly looking forward to their performance. Unfortunately, I couldn't make it on that particular day. :(

I miss those days when we trained so hard.

Those were really the memories we had.

Though I may have left, but my passion never dies.

Been thinking alot lately about performance again. Should I make a come back? But if I do, can I commit once more? I'm just not ready for it. But then again, I miss performing.

Guess I need more time to adjust myself.

I'll make a come back someday. My heart just can't leave.

`` Blissful Birthday Celebration

2011-01-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

Everything seems like a dream to me.

Too perfect to realize it as a reality.

And to my surprise, everything came true on this day.

I'm bless to have a perfect family, awesome friends & of course, my loving boyfriend for creating this blissful moments of mine.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WELL WISHES !

I LOVE YOU ALL! ♥

I will not be uploading my photos here as there were too many for me to posts.

Feel free to view it in my Facebook. (:

Once again, THANK YOU EVERYONE !

I was touched to tears.

Those were the best memories of my life !

`` Bearing the pain ~

2010-12-08T15:52:00.002+08:00

Did acupuncture & suction last night when I was at the chinese clinic.

Hurts hell much & I was tearing in pain. Thank god, I did not scream to avoid any other embarrassment. There were patients waiting outside as well. Bahahahs ~

He didn't rub my knee as he suspected that I might have minor fracture. Therefore, have to wait 2 days later (which is tomorrow) for further review. If it's not getting any better, I would have to go for x-ray to double confirm. Let's pray hard that it's not gonna be anything bad okay?

He gave a bottle filled with little balls of medicine. Which I hate to have that the most ! Because it tasted so bitter. Never like chinese medication !! Plus, he pasted plaster on my knee to cool down the swell. Have to change it every 12 hours.

Again, I didn't get to sleep well. Even painkillers doesn't really help anymore. Wanted to go back to work today but mom told me it's no use going back. Because doc gave me 2 days of MC. If anything happen, the office is not going to be liable & take responsibility of me. I'm supposed to rest at home.

Oh well, she did make a point in there. So, might as well have a good rest. I'm so uber tired!!

Today is dearest POP (pass out parade). A pity that I couldn't attend because of my injury. Mom doesn't allow me to go. Sigh ~

Shall be a good girl instead then. I don't want to make anyone else worry as well.

好好的修养。

快点好起来！！！！！！！

Though I may not be able to attend dearest POP & I'm feeling a little guilty in here... But I'm really proud that he has successfully conquer his days in camp. It may be hard but he went through it all.

Congrats baby !!

Loving you always ~~ ♥

`` Ages ~~~

2010-12-07T14:38:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

I'm so sorry that I may have neglected you for a month due to busy schedules. I'll try my best not to neglect you for that long again.

Yours sincerely,

Geradine Ker (your owner)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LOL !!!

Okay. I'll try to have the habit of blogging again. Seriously, I can't bear to leave this blog alone. Realizing that I've been owning it for 6 years !!!!! Feelings grow you know ? :P

My recent job so far, has been doing good.

Though they were little quiet & I see a major huge difference between office job & hotel-line. But it doesn't matter anyhow. I'm contented with what I have. (:

Time really flies.. Tomorrow will be officially 1 month I joined this company. 5 more months to go till contract ends. Felt so much like having attachment. HAHA!

Those were the days....

Yesterday wasn't my night.

Tripped & fell outside the office building.

I flew, my phone flew, shoe flew even further.

And the ugly thing was..

NONE OF THE SINGAPOREANS HELPED !!

All they do was to stare.

Seriously, I was like : "HELLO, you are not viewing some actions show okay?"

Didn't you guys attend courtesy campaign? Gosh ! Really reflect how ugly S'poreans really are. I would not say all, but for some !!

At that time, though embarrassed but I bear the pain & stand on my own feet. Immediately, I walked off. Wanting to fetch a cab but there were none to be found. So in the end, I took public transport instead. Knee was hurting so badly, my chest was in pain too. I thought of nothing. Just wanted to hurry home.

Whole body was aching when I got home but thankful enough, at least I can have a good rest.

Mom said my kneel looks like a tennis ball. Because it swells up & it appears green in color. LOL!! Don't mind her. She was just exaggerating.

Seriously, wasn't my night. Acidity arises too. I was tearing in pain.

Painkillers & medication pulled me through. (:

Took MC for today as my knee was really hurting alot. Gonna see chinese physician in awhile. Wish me luck that I'm able to bear the pain. Honestly speaking, I never like to see chinese physician. >.<

It makes me go GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA ~~~~~~

Above, are pictures of my injury. Look at the difference between my right & left leg. HAHA. Fortunately it doesnt look that serious, but internally...

IT'S DAMN PAINFUL I TELL YOU !!!! LOL.

Dear knee,

please get well soon. (:

` Mom's Hospitalization .

2010-11-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

Thanks everyone for showing your care & concern ♥

Operation was a success ! According to the doctor, she said that my mom's wounds were neat & clean. Really thankful that there were no side effects on her. Was really worried she will be vomiting the whole night like before again.

Woke up at 6am. Mom was admitted in GleanEagles hospital at around 8am & spent the whole day with her being her private nurse. HAHA!

Though was tired as both my mom & I slept for 2 hours only as she wasn't feeling really well the day before. But that doesn't matter as long as I'm there by her side. (:

Guess what?

Look at her photos below. She's so happy when she received flowers from her "God-Son" & asked me to take photos of her. How cute can she be? HAHA!

AND THIS LOVELY CARD THAT MADE HER SMILE THE WHOLE DAY

Looking out the window at around 6pm plus. The sun was setting & captured this beautiful sunset. This shows that, haze is over !!! & I'm looking forward to sunset shoots one day! (:

One thing I do not like about E71/Nokia phones is their camera functions! The quality is bad ! I used it only when I do not have a choice. =P

LOOK AT THIS ..

I was going "Wahhh" ~~ When I stepped into the washroom & saw this.

Felt as if I was in some kind of high class hotel. Look at the packaging! It's so nice!

But of cos, needless to say .. this is a private hotel & the charges ain't low at all! Luckily mom's hospitalization fees can be claimable. Otherwise....... HOHOHO !

Anyway, I'm really glad that everything went well & thank god for the blessing. My mom will be discharged tomorrow! :D

SPEEDY RECOVERY MOMMY !!

"明知道期望不会实现。
为什么还选择期望来折磨自己？"

怕爱的太深，越难退出伤痕

2010-11-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

“怕爱的太深，越难退出伤痕。”

歌手：蕭亞軒

專輯：蕭灑小姐

歌名：錯的人

錯的人歌詞

明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真正的可笑

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身

可能在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能寧願笨也不想要悔恨

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨明知道你是錯的人明知道這不是緣分但我相信有點可能

`A Short Getaway ~

2010-10-31T02:27:00.008+08:00

I'm back from a short trip!

Spent 3Days 2Nights in StarCruise Virgo with family.

One thing I love about cruise is that, when you get on board the ship ... You simply have nothing to worry about. It's stress free! And I totally enjoyed that! ;)

Heaven wasn't on my side. Woke up as early as 0615am just to catch the sunrise & hoping that there would be sunset in the evening. However, grey clouds and little of drizzles were all I see.

LOOK AT THOSE DARK GREY CLOUDS

But other than that, this is really a place to enjoy life!

This is all you get to do : EAT -> PLAY -> SLEEP. And the routine goes on and on daily. How "Song" can that be?

SUPERSTAR VIRGO

THIS IS DECK OF THE CRUISE

OUTDOOR JACUZZI

THE BIG SLIDE

THE SIDE PANEL

THE FRONT VIEW OF THE CRUISE

SOME SCENERIC VIEW WHERE WE ARE IN THE SEA OF NOWHERE

THE SEA & WAVES

SUNDECK CHAIRS

ROMAN STATUES & DECOS

CHILDREN'S SWIMMING AREA

THE BACK VIEW OF CRUISE

HELICOPTER LANDING

MINI GOLF AREA

THIS IS GALAXY OF STARS WHERE ENTERTAINMENT COMES AROUND

BOUGHT THIS LOTTERY TIX FOR SGD4 TO TRY OUR LUCK

(No Luck eventually! Boo ~)

IT'S BINGO TIME!!

(Jackpot cash $56,000! How can we miss out?)

CONGRATS TO MY SIS-IN-LAW FOR STRIKING BINGO!!!

(Not Jackpot price & there was a sharer. But hey, gotten a strike better than nothing right? ;) )

HAPPY FAMILY

THE LOBBY

MOM & I

THE GALLERY

(This is where you purchase your photographs during photo-session with the mascots)

THE PICTURE HOUSE

(Cinema)

WALLPAPER AROUND THE STAIRCASE ALLEY

STAIRWAY

CORRIDOR TO OUR CABIN

TAKEN OUTSIDE DECK 7

LOTS OF CARGO SHIPS AROUND

ANTIQUE PHONE FOR HOUSE CALLS

THE CEILING

TAKEN THIS FROM THE CABIN

IN THE CABIN ROOM

OUR MESSY CABIN !!

CHIMEI, HEARD OF THIS BRAND BEFORE?

OUR CABIN NUMBER

(Nice ehh?!! Go buy 4D then. =P )

BBQ DINNER FOR THE NIGHT

LIVE BAND

WE HAD CHOCOLATE PARTY TOO !!

( Totally Sinful!)

DINING IN MEDITARRIAN BUFFET RESTAURANT

CAN'T RESIST THOSE TEMPTATIONS!!

OUR SWEET DELIGHTS

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I NEVER LIKE TO HAVE SHORT HAIR?

(Becoz' we have exactly the same features! hahaha~ )

POOR DAD COULDN'T ENJOY THOSE SWEET STUFFS

(Hehehe)

MY EARLIEST BREAKFAST WITH DAD AT 730AM

REACHING BACK TO HARBOURFRONT

OUR LAST MEAL IN CRUISE BEFORE DISEMBARKING

SEE MY HOUSE BLOCK?

(This means, we are near to home!!)

KEPPEL BAY

STAFFS REPLENISHING MATERIALS INTO CRUISE

LOOK AT THOSE THOUSANDS OF TOILET PAPERS NEEDED TO BE TRANSPORTED INSIDE

MINI CRUISE BESIDE IT

BYE BYE CRUISE & HELLO TO HOME !

“从此，不想要为你而活，

只想为自己而活。”

我寂寞寂寞就好

2010-10-29T00:49:00.004+08:00

This song, is exactly how I'm feeling right now.

I'm tired of giving in,

the pain that I've been receiving, has definitely reached my limits really soon.

我真的好辛苦。

Hebe 田馥甄- 寂寞寂寞就

歌曲: 施人誠歌詞: 楊子樸導演: 徐筠軒

還是原來那個我不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容
不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到快瘋掉死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼什麼都沒有早點看破才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到快瘋掉死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

"不必靠男人来寻找幸福。。

因为你自己本身也能找的倒！”

`` ♥ 小笼包ss Indulge

2010-10-14T00:44:00.012+08:00

It's been a week since I had a proper diet & today I told myself :

"我要狂吃！！！！” Muahahahah!

Stepping out of house, having to receive some fresh air sure feels good ! ^^

I was fashionably late today. But that wasn't on purpose as I was caught in a MAJOR HUGE JAM ! And I totally forgotten about the PEAK HOUR periods in Chinatown & Orchard Road. My bad ! SORRAYE ~ Hehehe. As a result, I was really dead by the two idiots !

P.S : "Eh, don't blame me okay? I wasn't late most of the time !!!!!! It was once in a while occasion." =P

We met up in ION Orchard & reason being ........

The multi-colour 小笼包s advertisements are everywhere & it's attracting me !! It looks so cute & colourful. With no regrets, they are worth my temptation ! BAHAHAHA~

SO HERE WE ARE

IN PARADISE DYNASTY

DECORATED WITH CHINESE AUTHENTIC OUTLOOK

OUR DISH #1: DRUNKEN CHICKEN

THEIR SPECIALITY : 小笼包

AND THE UNIQUE ONE, "五颜六色的小笼包s"

Each 小笼包 carries different flavors.

Black : Black Truffle
Green : Gingseng
Yellow : Cheezy
Orange : Crab Roe
Grey/Dark Brownish : Garlic
Pink : Sze Chuan
White : Original
Light Brown : Foie Gras

IT'S A MUST TO TRY THEM !!!!!!

For my next visit, I'm so gonna order a "LONG" for myself. Becoz' those two stole the colors that I want. (T_T) But it's okay! 大人有大量。I shall be the angel for the night as they fulfilled my request of having XLBs !!

P.s : My recommendation did not disappoint you guys ehhs? ^^Y

DISH 4: LA MIAN

THIS IS ULTIMATE ♥sssss !

Yeah, I know I got the "Buey Gam Wan Smile" that kind of face becoz' Im still feeling uncomfy to smile. It still hurts a little though whenever I stretch. ):

MIDIOT ENJOYING HIS BLACK TRUFFLE XLB

THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS INSIDE

YES YES, IM LOVIN' IT !

超赞的拉面！

The noodles texture are really smooth. The quality is SUPERB ! And to make it even more perfect, the fragrance & the taste of the soup, GOSH ! 10/10 !!!

I REALLY LOVE IT ! ♥

While waiting for the dessert to arrive, we started to chat about beef.

Knowing that I can't eat beef since young, Midiot was trying his luck to tempt me with it........ Unfortunately, his luck turns out to be an entertaining joke instead. HAHAHA !

So, here goes the joke of the night. Until now, I'm still find it real entertaining to me. MUAHAHA !

Merv : You should try eating Wagyu Beef.. It really taste heaven !!!!

Ger : I told you cannot already becoz' of religious belief.

Jaslin : Midiot, what is Wagyu in Chinese?

And then, he gives the "I don't know" look to us.

Jaslin : It is "和牛"

Merv: Isn't 和牛 called Hippopotamus meh?

Jaslin : =,= Hippopotamus is called 河马 !

LMAO totally !!!!!!

You should see the real live action. Really EPIC ! Simply can't stop laughing. GOSH ! What an entertainment. A pity that I didn't get to take a video of that scenario. What a waste ! Hohoho !

OOOO..HERE COMES THE TRADITIONAL KETTLE

(Apologies, I donno what it is called. =X)

The waiter above was the star for the entire night. I guess, its the kettle that is attracting every customer. Becoz' each table he goes, camera will always be on action. CHIK CHAK CHIK CHAK CHIK CHAK !

ALRIGHT, DESSERT TIME

(Aloe Vera)

This Aloe Vera dessert does not taste just like those normal ones we usually ate in coffee shops, chinese restaurants etc. This dessert sure taste really good!

Like what Merv told us :"As you sip that aloe vera into your tastebuds, shut your eyes. Just imagine ......... And this image will pops in your mind ........... “天山雪连”. IM IN HEAVEN ! "

LOOK AT HIS EXPRESSION

(Merv : “我终于找到我的天山雪连了”)

THOUGH THIS DESSERT DOES NOT REACH TO OUR EXPECTATION, BUT STILL IT TASTED.. YUMMY !

Our meal was taken just nice, not too full. 刚刚好！

Slacked the restaurant till 10pm. Just in time for the closing. YEAH ! We stayed till that long ! BAHAHA !

SEE WHAT THIS IDIOT DID TO MY POOR BRACELET?

MAKING A FOOL OF HIMSELF

（孙悟空)

The table behind me was LOL-ing away while I was snapping that retarded look of his.

EPIC !

A brief summary of Paradise Dynasty :

Price range - S$ 20-30/per pax (depends on what you order)

Quality, Ambience, Taste : Excellent

Service : Above Average

* Worth to go, worth for a second visit. (:

With all the craps & entertainments, these two idiots definitely filled my life with loads of colors in it ! Practically, my mouth was cramped up most of the time during dinner. And I have not laughed this much for quite sometime. With them around, good food can never be miss ! :D

THIS MARKS, OUR JGM FOOD INDULGE (:

Next destination : Frog Leg Porridge at Geylang.

Absolutely looking forward. :D

`` To Stay or Leave ?

2010-10-12T22:58:00.007+08:00

好久没唱歌了。

真的好想恋唱歌的感觉。

在家，一边听音乐。。。。

另一旁，疯疯癫癫的乱翻唱。

好享受这种感觉。

好自在。

但现在的我，一个月后才能再做这样。

Extracted my wisdom tooth a week ago. Having soft diet for now. And upon extraction, doc advised me to extract the rest of my wisdom teeth becoz' it's redundant. Well, I do not know if she's telling me the truth out of concern or, she wants to earn more money for her clinic. Base on my friends who have wisdom teeth, they are basically much older than me are still having their wisdom tooth & have yet to be extracted. Bleh ! Just finding excuses to myself. Haha ! =P

Well, this would be base on individuals ? I guess.

I do not disagree with the doc as well. Since she said that its best to remove it, so let's do it soon to prevent any pains or problems to my gums in future. (: But I'll do it one at a time. Next week gonna extract the other upper tooth one. And the last one will follow the week after next, which is located at bottom left. And this simply needs surgery becoz' my gums are covering. S.S

I hate it when it comes to surgery. I was never afraid of the process. But what makes me step back was the after process. I remembered 2 years ago when I had my surgery for the 1st wisdom tooth, it was a torture. Sleepless nights, couldn't eat, crying in pain. I really hope it's not gonna hurt that much anymore. HeeeHee. (:

Anw, enough of wisdom tooth.

I've been in dilemma for very long if I should stay or leave P.Crew. Also, I think that its time to make a decision soon before the next vocal lesson starts & 验收 is coming up. Honestly speaking, I do not know if I'm able to cope. I will require 1 month of break for recuperation becoz' of the extraction/surgery & also, I had to deal with family situation which is gonna be held on the 1st week of Nov as per my mom.

As vocal lessons have always been held at very last minute becoz she is from M'sia, its really difficult to decide. Sometimes, when I got caught up with work, I have to miss. With the 验收 coming up soon. I have no idea when its gonna happen. Probably in November. I will loose the confidence. Knowing that I have stage fright and with the less amount of time I can practice, I would end up embarrassing myself. =(

We all know that the management has been changed & taken over. The company has turned to be competitive. P.Crews are drifting away. Many are leaving & so do I felt I am too. But what drives me on was the passion that I've always love doing. I do not want to waste the opportunity I was given.

Maybe, I should take a break again like what I did when I was having my attachment. And when I'm ready, I'll look for opportunities again. I do not want to create any pressure to myself. Music has always been what I love doing since young. I want to enjoy and not to feel pressurized.

To stay or to leave ?

I have to come to a decision soon.

"This is not the end,

It's just the beginning. "

｀爱.

2010-09-30T01:52:00.008+08:00

I miss those sweetness we had.

I miss those attentions you always gave to me.

I miss our past.

But I know its impossible to replay them anymore.

Can I have them all back?

I find myself fading.

I don't wan to lose you but I think I'm beginning to.

I wish I could talk.

But I'm feeling restricted.

我好辛苦

明明知道了答案

却一直都在逃避

但选择逃避并不是个办法

总有一天，还是要面对现实。

Maybe time, will take me somewhere... ...

The day when I have the courage to voice to you where I want & I should be.

` It's Vouchers Day !

2010-09-26T23:07:00.007+08:00

It's been a year since I bought my Macpro.

It's been a year since I last touched my laptop's box.

And it has been a year since I last checked those freebies inside which I got from COMMEX fair 2009.

Just recently, I have been packing my table & made the effort to check the plastic bag of what freebies I've got ! It's like finally right? Bet it has been collecting lots of dusts ! HAHA !

You know what? I actually got a pair of movie tickets for free which I've totally neglected for a year. And thank god I found it becoz'...

as I turned the voucher around ............

SEE THE EXPIRY MONTH

Gosh ! Okay ! That's it !

I'm gonna use it soon !!!!!

So, I date Darling Sim out today as we both know.. The two of us have been going on a rough patch this month. So, let's head out & relax yo ! ;)

Supposed to meet at 1230 but we ended up meeting at 1pm instead.

Well well, the usual us. Thinking that we would be punctual this time round but ended up being late again. WAHAHAHA !

Seriously, we need to quit this habit soon !! If there's any case of emergency in future, I bet we would be the first to die.

Qns : "You know why?"

Ans : "LATE !"

LOL ! Okay ! Touched wood ! =.=

Today, we named our outing as "VOUCHERS DAY"!

As you read through, you'll know why. Heh Heh ! ;)

HERE ARE THE TICKETS

MOVIE SHOWING : LEGEND OF THE FIST

AND OF COS, MOVIES CAN NEVER GO WELL WITHOUT POPCORNS OR SNACKS ! :D

This movie, somehow reminds me of IPman. Samething - Japanese Invasion.

War attacking China & this hero saves the country. Overall, I rated 3/5 for the movie. I love the plot ; how they fought & the schemes to win. Totally engrossed watching when it reaches to those scenes. However, compared myself to Sim. I declare, LOST ! She was more engrossed to the movie than I am. Normally she would finished up and left 1/4 left of popcorns. But today, she neglected those popcorns and ended up, I was the one eating them ! =.=

The way how the main lead fought, gave me an image of Bruce Lee. Donnie Yen definitely plays the second of that when it comes to action scenes ...

1) Bruce Lee 2) Jacky Chan 3) Donnie Yen

These 3 movie actors are really the "SUPERB HEROS". Action movies can never exciting without them. (:

Anyway, coming back to the movie. One thing that I'm against with it was the ending. There was no ending towards it ! The war still continues. Bahhh ! Bet there's gonna be part II just like "IP MAN II". Hate this when it happens. Oh well, its one of the marketing strategy. So, let's just wait for the PART II to arrive. ^^

Alright, next stop....

I got this $3 off coupon from Loreal. And I thought of using it today so I don't have to worry about the expiry dates. Unfortunately, Plaza Singapura's SaSa store does not sell Loreal products. BAHSS ! Looks like I need to look for bigger SaSa shops which sells Maybelline, Silkygirl, Loreal cosmetic products. Shall look for it again next weekend. (:

Okay ! Here's the last one. Sim got this $5 voucher from Mcdonalds' which she has to clear by today. So, we headed to the basement. But unfortunately, becoz' it's a Sunday. Everyone's off day ! All seats are occupied. Therefore, we gave up & decided to head to another Macs' which is actually less crowded.

Liang Court came through our mind ! And we've definately made the right choice out of it !

Though it was packed with people as well, we were really lucky enough to find a good seat at the right time. And the area was so much quieter & peaceful than PS. Well, can't really compare either becoz' it's a shopping mall, located near Orchard Road. Definitely, crowds will come especially to youths.

THE 5 DOLLARS VOUCHER

SIM'S DROOLING OVER HER QUARTER POUNDER

She upsized her meal so I can "Tongbang" her fries & drinks. How sweet right? BAHAHA !

And then, we started pouring out, our problems.

LET'S STAY STRONG TOGETHER DARLING ♥

WE KNOW WE CAN DO IT ! :D

Though both of us were having different issues but we understood what both of us have been going through. This is what I called, DARLINGS ! ^^

I left at 5pm plus as I need to head to my uncle's house to have dinner together with Grandma.

Oh yeah, in case you guys maybe asking how's my grandma.

She is discharged from hospital & is now recuperating her health at home.

I know I've been repeating this many times. But I wanna say this over & over again !

I LOVE HOMECOOK FOOD ! THEY TASTE THE BEST !!!!!

Yummmmmmy ~ !

Now my grandma has been discharged. Mom & I are gonna make this a routine every sunday from today onwards. I'm lovin' it for sure! ♥

P.S: Grandma, I wanna say these words to you : " ILOVEYOU!"

"You'll never know how long can a person live.

So treasure it well, before you start regretting."

`` Precious Baby New Home ♥

2010-09-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'm super dupppperb happy about this !

You may think that I'm insane.

Guess what????

MY PRECIOUS BABY FINALLY HAS A HOME !!! :D:D:D:D:D

Piano lesson was cancelled as Ivan needs to go overseas. So, I shall take this opportunity to do some shopping for my precious baby ♥. It's time that it needs a comfortable home.

A HOUSE

(An airtight container)

IT'S ROOM

A MATTRESS FOR IT TO REST COMFORTABLY

(A Towel for stability)

SILICA GEL TO ABSORB MOISTURE

THIS IS HOW THE GEL LOOKS LIKE

A LAUNDRY BAG TO FILL SILICA GEL IN

AND THAT FORMS A COMFY PILLOW FOR MY PRECIOUS BABY (:

TO PREVENT IT FROM ANY INJURIES, STORE IT IN A ZIPLOCK BAG

SO HERE YOU GO, COMFORTABLY RESTING

IT FITS PERFECTLY :D

TADA ~~ MY PRECIOUS BABY NEW HOME ♥

I'm so proud of my precious baby's new home !

So proud to the extend that I kept on announcing to my mom till she got quite irritated by me. HAHAS !

Mom : " Ya ! Ya ! Ya ! Since you did the inside.. Why not decorate the outside too?"

=.="

Well, actually she makes a point in there. Maybe I'll do that when I'm free to make it feels like an upgraded premium home. HAHA !

Yeah ~ I'm totally insane. =P

Well, since I can't keep pets at home so why not pamper the things I love instead?

People buy homes & furnitures for their living pets, I shall buy homes & furnitures for my non living "pets". HEH HEH !

I need to be where I need to be.

2010-09-25T01:27:00.007+08:00

I don't have the mood to do anything.

撑着？还是。。慢慢的放下？

I'm seriously getting tired of this kind of love.

Why do I have to always plan?

Why do I always have to give in everytime?

Why do I always get excuses whenever I asked to join my family.

Why must it always be one sided?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ?!!!

I know recently I've been posting unhappy thoughts.

But I seriously need to vent them out.

It's getting torturing inside me.

I don't dare to tell him.

I'm feeling restricted......

I'm afraid things may go worse.

I don't know.

It may just be an excuse to me.

There are so many things to think.

So many things to bother.

Im not stress.

Its not about work.

Its the setbacks that I've been receiving.

My own personal problems ; friends, family, love

Whatever it is,

Don't worry, I have & I will live strong.

KEPPELBAY, I need to be there.

I need the serene sea & the breeze.

``Disappointed.

2010-09-22T22:48:00.005+08:00

You think you're hurt.

I'm not hurt as well ?

I never felt so piss with you before

Come on !

Wake up to reality !

It's time to face the fact & stop hiding yourself in that tiny hole !

Why do I have to say this instead of just give you the consolation?

That's becoz !

I NEED TO WAKE YOU UP !

Stop having the attention.

You need to be stronger my friend.

Whenever I asked you, you never tell me.

It always after the day after.

And I always felt I'm the last to know.

I already told you I'm not siding him.

I'm just judging base on what I know & how I felt.

I'm haven't even said finish.

And you just base on your intention that I was siding him.

Kept on saying : "FINE FINE FINE"

But have you ever thought, what I meant?

YOU CAN BLAME ME ALL YOU WANT FOR NOT BEING UNDERSTANDING.

BUT I NEED YOU TO KNOW, IT'S TIME TO GROW & BE STRONGER.

Give a thorough thought to yourself !

You're 21, already an adult.

I don't need to say much.

FML dudes.

"My hands are shivering as I typed.

My heart bleeds & tears flow as I thought."

Unappreciated

2010-09-22T00:45:00.015+08:00

Say that I'm being sensitive, for all that anyone can think of.

I believe that everyone has feelings, don't they?

As you looked at the photo above,

you're the butterfly & here I am reaching my hands to you.

But I was pushed away.

You said you didnt wanna talk & I respected that.

I left you alone & let you have some deep thoughts.

But as I was on the web, I saw the posts to your friends.

How thankful you are.

You shared, talking to your friends happily but I was kept in the dark.

Don't be mistaken, I'm not forcing you to share me your problems.

Nor would I expect any repay in return.

But in friendship, importance plays alot in me.

How much do I meant ?

Knowing you for years.

Compared to other friends of yours, the duration of knowing them was lesser.

Yet, I'm not the person.

Hey,

Ain't we close?

Ain't we, what we claimed as "soul-sisters"?

I was once hurt.

And this time is happening again.

I felt the pinch in my heart.

As I typed, my eyes turned teary.

Say that I'm jealous, say that I'm too sensitive or rather emotional.

Probably, I do not even understand at all.

"关心的太多，回报的。。。更加伤。"

I cared too much.

Ended up, Unappreciated

Also, come to think of it...

I am the one who initiates for the outings or catch-ups most of the time.

Have you asked me out before? Seldom.

Reaching to this point,

I should take a step back out now.

I won't question "Why" anymore.

It's not that I don't wanna make the effort to improve this friendship of ours..

But becoz' I don't wanna end up getting hurt again.

I made too much & I'm getting exhausted.

Anw, I just wanna let you know,

I'm always here whenever you need me.

That's all I have to say.

"Due to someone special that you lost, changed you unknowingly.

You didn't even realise, my friend."

<< 乌云密布>>

2010-09-13T01:21:00.010+08:00

心理好多话想说

但，真的不知该从那里开始。。

好暗，好漆黑。。。。。

现在，我只想要找到灯光。

So many things have been happening.

I have tons of things yet to settle.

Darkness is all I see for now.

Walking is the only solution to find the light of my path.

I need someone right now...

But I still, feel alone.

有时候，我觉得好没用。

只能听。。却不能做什么来补偿这一切。

好心疼，好痛。

Whenever you received news of your love one is suffering in pain,

It pinches your heart for not being able to have the ability & power to protect her.

Therefore, all I can do is to watch and hear from afar.

"God, please bless her & my dad to remain healthy.

Protect them in your arms from any harm.

Thank you! "

写着写着。。。。。。

突然停了下来

脑海里变得一片空白。

I do not know how to phrase my words anymore.

Too many to describe till it turns blank.

I'm choked-up .....

" If only he knows,

If only he feels me ..

Y'know, I really miss the sweetness we used to have..

But right now, it's slowly fading away."

Bobbi Brown Brushes

2010-09-07T20:46:00.007+08:00

BOBBI BROWN BRUSHES

Yay !!

Finally I got a proper brush set for myself & what makes it better is that, it comes along with a bag to store. (:

Though I took the risk of ordering it online. Whether the brand is real or fake it doesn't matter either. You know what? Upon receiving it, it really makes me feel.... I made the right choice ! Becoz' the brushes turned out to be really good ! I like the texture of it. Really lucky of me :D

To end this,

I have attached a video on how to wash your brushes in a nice & budget way.

TRUST ME, IT REALLY WORKS ! (:

Sumptuous Spread....

2010-09-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

Dearie's mom bought us this pair of couple tee to match with the pillow case I've got for him. Now we've got a complete set ! So cute of his mom. HEEHEE !

THANK YOU AUNTY ! :D

Usual saturdays, headed to OB for piano. Finally, I see my Darling Sim in class !

Knowing that I'll be alone for the moment, she was such an angel to me by keeping me company till Dearie's arrival as he was late.

THANK YOU DARLING ! ♥

Headed to TANGS together to get Dearie's mom birthday gift.

Selected 2 lovely gifts. A light blue scarf & a pair of ear-rings. Both of us love it & I hope she loves it too. (:

Just in time after purchasing, dearie reached & Sim needed to head home to study. So... we bid goodbye from there & went our own ways. Looking at Tangs plastic bag & wrapping, it was definitely not appropriate/presentable for a gift ! Therefore, dearie & I headed to Taka to search for one and thank god, we found it !

TADAAAAA !!

Totally fits to what I wanted it to be. (:

Though the packaging was rather costly but due to urgent needs, will have to agree to it. Anyway, I'm very satisfied with it !

Hang around Town for awhile. It was really a bad day for me. Not gonna mention anymore otherwise I would be running a black face again. HAHA !

THANKS BABY FOR LISTENING TO ALL MY GRUMBLES !

Ever since, I "resign" working in a hotel-line ... I never wore high heels since then. Therefore, I thought of wearing it today to fit my dress outfit & I wanna have the "feel" of wearing high heels once more. To my regret, I ended up having 4 blisters & my poor feet cried in pain the whole day. I can barely walk comfortably. T_T

I NEEDA PRACTICE TO GET USED TO WALKING WITH HEELS AGAIN !!!!!

At the same time to train myself to be more lady-like.

Hohohohoho ~

Headed to Crowne Plaza Hotel at T3 Changi Airport to have buffet dinner with his family. Buffet Spread was rather good but according to dearie, today wasn't the best. Well, probably it was my first time here. Each person cost about $52 ++. Will definitely take into consideration bringing my mom here for her birthday as she once mentioned to me, she is interested to dine in here for her birthday. HEH !

Their cold dishes were really fresh. But I preferred their desserts more than their appetizers. A pity that I do not take Oyster. Otherwise, it would be really awesome !

Headed to his home for awhile.

Seeing his mom feeling happy makes me contented. Happy faces are all I wanna see. (:

At about 10pm + , dearie sent me home.

NOW I'M FINALLY SMILING :D

"Started a day with a gloom,

Ended a night with a smile."

Swelling Left Eyelid

2010-08-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

Visited the doctor yesterday. She said it may due to allergy or bacteria has entered my eye. It happened 2 days ago. It hurt so much that I can barely sleep. Thinking that it was some kind of insect that bite me while I was watching television. But looks like, it may not be the case.

Thank god I'm on medication now. Otherwise, it's really hard to blink my eye & at least right now, it reduces the pain. Been having blurred vision as well once medication has worn off. Well, not gonna spend too much time on PC these days. I'm gonna stay away from screens & have plenty of rest to get it recovered fast. It's so hard to see things...

"While doing some research, viewing photos of those swollen eyelids..

makes me feel the pain for them."

Starting from Scratch

2010-08-19T01:19:00.001+08:00

Had an enriching vocal lesson with Chilla 老师 today.

Everything starts from scratch once again. We learnt the basic breathing techniques, the warm up exercises, staccatos, siren etc ....

Well, many teachers have different teaching methods. As a student of theirs, "hands up" if you have any doubts in mind. Once it's been cleared, note it down & bear that in mind. Never ever repeat the same mistakes again. (:

Selected 3 songs for lesson today :

1) 其实很爱你－张韶涵

2) 同手同脚－温岚

3) 超快感 - 孙燕姿

I practised alot for 其实很爱你. This song was rather a challenge to me. And I had a very high instinct that she would choose this song. But never did I expect she chose 同手同脚 ! I got a shock. Oh wells, kinda screw up becoz' I hardly practised thinking that this song was quite an easy one. Unfortunately, I was wrong. A simple song, can carry huge meanings behind it. Emotions are one, the method of how you handle this song is another....... Now, I finally understand.

虽然我是一只乌龟。。。但放心！我不会气馁的！我一定会加倍努力好好地唱下去！！

Class ended at 1030pm. Joined my OB mates for supper at Jln Besar / Little India. It's been so long since I last joined them. Well, I'm not really sure where that place was. We had Dim Sum & Xiao Long Bao. A fulfilling supper. =D

Stayed till about 12 plus and I went home with Fiona. Needa go back & head some rest.

Been feeling unwell recently. Guess it's the weather........

Take care peeps ! (:

“望着自己的目标

一步一步的爬上去”

我的故事，我的日记。

`` A lil Update...

`` Online Sprees -

`` Hello Kitty ❤ -

`` Assignments Accomplished -

`` Bookwormie.-

``:D:D:D:D

`` SKOOOL-ASSIGNMENTS.

` Lil- Bits & Pieces..

`` Deleted.

`` 一个人-

`` Bruno Mars - It Will Rain..

`` Steve Jobs (1955 - 2011)

`` Fix you - ColdPlay

`` Strangers again.

`` I Wanted You - INA

“一个星期的分离”

Jars of Hearts - Christina Perri (Cover)

失忆 － 梁静茹 Cover

`` Sim's Belated - 22nd

`` Orientation -

｀｀ 心 －

`` Cooling Period -

`` PAMPERS -

` Cravings Satisfactory ; 我的麦当劳！

`` Vacation -

``Brighter Future ~

`` Life ....

`` HelloKitty Theme Park in 2014 -

I went gagaagaga when I saw this news on my friend's facebook.

Then I went, "IS THIS FOR REAL??!!"

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China to build Hello Kitty theme park: Report

The creators of Hello Kitty, Japan's world-famous cartoon icon of cuteness, will build a theme park in China - the first on foreign soil, state media reported on Monday. -- PHOTO: SANRIO

`Fight for this love -

`` Beauty -

`` Camera ♥

｀｀ 又在生病了！

`SICK -

`` Mentality ill.

`` Black Swan.

`` Piano & Impressario Semi-Finals.

`` Peng San ~

｀ 兔年行大运！

`` New Color =D

`` Falling ill on dad's birthday. :(

`` EVAAA's RETURNN ! -

`` The Stage Presence -

`` Blissful Birthday Celebration

`` Bearing the pain ~

`` Ages ~~~

` Mom's Hospitalization .

怕爱的太深，越难退出伤痕

蕭亞軒

蕭灑小姐

錯的人

錯的人 歌詞

`A Short Getaway ~

我寂寞寂寞就好

`` ♥ 小笼包ss Indulge

`` To Stay or Leave ?

｀爱.

` It's Vouchers Day !

`` Precious Baby New Home ♥

I need to be where I need to be.

``Disappointed.

Unappreciated

<< 乌云密布>>

Bobbi Brown Brushes

Sumptuous Spread....

Swelling Left Eyelid

Starting from Scratch

失忆－梁静茹 Cover

｀｀心－

｀｀又在生病了！

｀兔年行大运！

錯的人歌詞